Because of you

Almost for four days I am always restless. My heart can't calm. I can't sleep for a few days because of you. But, I think you never feel about that. And you never remember me here. Actually, I have known what you do there. Don't you know about my sickness now? Hemmp, I want to cry. I can't stand again while I think that you were different from the previous. I know that I have made a mistake to you but don't make me like this. You keep silence that make me wound. I always wait for you to call me like usually but it's never. When are you back here? Yesterday, I felt alone. Usually, you come to my home to go to the church together with me. However, it was not with the events of yesterday. And, while I saw your twitter last night, I am increasingly understand what did you do during this time. Oh my goodness, why can I become a foolish girl now? What's wrong with me? Did I too rein in you? I don't care about that. This is me so I hope you know that. If it can't, leave me, please. Maybe, it's better than wait for you who don't care about me. And now, I'm going back to my native place. If you do not want to bothered by my attitude. I will do it. I'm writing this, because I just want you to know how wonderful my pain and how the destruction of my hopes when you loose my love.